happy

i have realize that all these time i just says whats bad and sad about my love life
i do have happy times in my love life
when every time i am him have chats that are really wonderful and happy
when ever i am alone i also think of him, my lover
everyday i thinking of wanting him closer to me everyday
my happiness is my dreams of me and him
sometime i day dream of us being together or
just day dream about what my dream is with him 
so many happy things i could share with all my readers in my blog 
but i choose to share the sadness and the hurtfulness in my love life
i will try not to share my sadness but to share all my happiness in my blog 
love life