loving one person

in love with one person is so difficult as i wrote before

once you love that person

you will want to see that someone so badly

even it is for 1 min u also want to see him/her

after in love is loving that person

loving that person until u feel that he/she is ur life

and can't live without that person ...

awhhh ....

now i know that this guy is the most precious to me

wow only today i realize that i love such a beautiful guy

today one of my frenx tell me that he went to school to speak to my frenx

i know he went to talk to my frenx but did not know how he talk to my frenx

my frenx was scared at that time 

but he din scold my frenx but my frenx feel sacared 

wow ... now i know how much this beautiful man loves me ...

i love him too very much 

happy

i have realize that all these time i just says whats bad and sad about my love life

i do have happy times in my love life

when every time i am him have chats that are really wonderful and happy

when ever i am alone i also think of him, my lover

everyday i thinking of wanting him closer to me everyday

my happiness is my dreams of me and him

sometime i day dream of us being together or

just day dream about what my dream is with him 

so many happy things i could share with all my readers in my blog 

but i choose to share the sadness and the hurtfulness in my love life

i will try not to share my sadness but to share all my happiness in my blog 

love life

luckiest person vs lonely

sometimes a lover makes you happy

no matter is a he or a she

when u know something that is special about you lover then 

you will feel that your the most luckiest person and most lovely couple

when that person hurts you 

your heart will break and turns in to ashes 

that will not be able to repair no matter how long you give the heart to repair itself

and your life will be devastated 

no one can help you in that matter

love,

can make you go insanely mad

madly in love and madly hurt

when you've got hurt

we promise each other that we wont do things that hurt each other

thats what we promised

complicated and difficult to understand

i keep asking that does i love me as much as he should have receive?

or i keep asking myself that do i love him??

i can definitely tell that i love him very much 

the reason is that i am scared of losing him
 when he leaves me with out a reason and there is something

that makes me feel really wrong i automatically feel really bad, hurt

and my heart feels like being in an attack

its really strange that i would feel this

dont have a reason why this kind of feeling happen to me 

so many times i tell myself not to think crazy things like

will he leave me one day ?

or will i not love him ?

will i meet him or will i go back to meet him ?

how much longer must i wait ?

i cant handle this kind of ' feel so close but yet so far' feeling

i felt that i will go crazy this summer 

just wanting to meet my lover 

but sometimes i felt like im scared of meeting my lover

since i have not met him before

sometimes i think of what i gonna wear and what i gonna tell him

that make me happy

but make me scared is that i dun know 

how he is in person and i have not met a guy on a not formal occasions 

i scared that when we meet, i dun know i have the confidence to face my lover or not

coz i know i am a very shy person that can not face my first crush

how can i face my own lover for the first time in my life

:'(

close to you

love

whats love ?

what makes people to love ??

how people know they are in love ??

why does people love ??

how many kind of love in the world ??

why do you says 'i love you ' to some strangers that you only know for a few months or years??

why does people do not says 'i love you' to some one you know for life ??

why does people says 'i love you' ??

i only know that when ever some one says the name of the lover 

i feel really happy
and i know that love is a very difficult feeling to tell

when you did not aspect a massage or phone call from that person 

and u received you will be touched by his\her massage or call

the person i loved really touched me with even a very simple massage

i know my lover loves me so much 

i love you so much too 

feeling of being naive

whats naive ?

naive from the internet dictionary says 

showing a lack of experience, understanding or sophistication

sometime when i am talking to this person 

i feel that i am so naive.

i feel that i still need time to understand how my feeling goes

i really need to know what kind of person i am

 sometimes i feel that i have to understand the feeling of my own.

confused feeling

click on the picture if you care of me
i love you so very much
i need lots of this

and all the trust and hope from my love
i love you so much

quotes of love from me to my love one

Love is a symbol of eternity. 

 It wipes out all sense of time,

 destroying all memory of a beginning and all fear of an end

~

Soul-mates are people who bring out the best in you.

  They are not perfect but are always perfect for you

~

I love you like crazy, baby
'Cuz I'd go crazy without you.

~

The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, 

a dim twilight, 

and a fountain singing to it.  

You and you alone make me feel that I am alive. 

 Other men it is said have seen angels,

 but I have seen thee and thou art enough

~

when i first saw you i was afraid to meet you,

when i first met you i was afraid to kiss you,

when i first kissed you i was afraid to love you,

but now that i love you im afraid to loose you,

~

The First

the first is the most important and memorable thing

first person become your lover

first kiss

first time hands are held together

first date

first hug

and first conversation with the first person

to me the first time is the most important thing to me

i felt that first can not simple be given to random people

♥

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