Strange feeling

to my be love,
im sorry, i really have to apologise to you, i always says im sorry but this time i really have to say that im sorry to you. i did so many things that hurt you, i did things that are wrong countless times. i know you will not forgive me no matter how i explain. the only thing that i can say is sorry. im the worst person you ever met. i cheated on your feeling time and time again.
i love you with all my hearts, i miss you everyday and every second of my life. i told you i love you so many times. i know you will read my blog, i really dun want to break your heart time and time again. i feel that you do not deserve me as your be love. i am the worst person in the world. i dun feel comfortable with you. i dun feel that we are a couple. i feel that we are just friends. i dun feel that we have the bond that we had before we broke up for the first time.
i know i just accepted you back into my life, i do know you still in love with me. i know i broke your heart once i dun want to break it again. i dun feel the connection between us is still there. i never complained. i never regret to break up with you before. i never regret to accepting you back. i just dun feel that i have comfort from you. i just feel that we are friends. i dunno why i feel this. every time you call me sweetheart my heart melts. i just dun feel the love bond between us. i know you will be very very confused of how i think. i know after you read my post you will ask me lots of questions and want lots of explanation from me. you can ask me anything you want i will give you a proper answer i promise you. i promise you all the question you ask me will have a answer and i will nt give any answer such as 'i dunno'. my promise is a promise i never break my promise to you.
From the guilty person,

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥