sad

i am so sad today

i wish someone can heal my heart like a my belove 

i never felt this bad before this feeling is more worst then loosing my boyfriend

everyone know loosing your boyfriend is the most worst thing that can happen to you

this feeling is like that but more worst ... 

i never felt this ways before 

maybe i still love my ex- boyfriend (Boon Kim) 

this is for him :-

everytime i see you taking photos with other girls ... my heart hurts so much

from the day we broke up the world has slow down ... the time seem difficult to pass with out you by my side 

without you by my side ... changes my world changed it into darkness and emptiness 

when i fall in love with other guys .... i never felt the same way you love me from them 

 the truth is when you say ' is that what you truly want? a break up?

when i say ... 'yes, this is what i want. A break up' my heart truly hurting and im in tears 

i did nt meant to break up with you

but i dun want to tie you to me when you can have fun in your place.

i took more courage to tell you that then the courage to tell you 'I LOVE YOU' 

i wish that we can have another chance ...

but i think you will nt give me another chance 

even if you have gave me another chance i would nt take that chance 

becoz i dun want to hurt you again and again for so many time
this is the truth deep down from my heart.

♥

WHY IS GOD KEEP PLAYING WITH MY HEART ?? WHY WHY WHY ???