I HATE YOU

Dear that person,
i wish that you will not be in my life any more. please can your face not apear in my mind any more, i hate it when i can see you in my mind. i hate that when i close my eyes i just see you. i hate everything of you. i hate it when i love you. i hate it when you still being in my mind. i hate it when you being with her. i hate it when you smile to her and not me i hate it, that i am jealous of her. i hate i hate i hate everything that has happen stuff that happen to break my little heart. i hate you, hate you alot. i hate you Cb hate you a lot. i want to forgt of you but i cant. I HATE CB SO MUCH
BUT I LOVE YOU CB
I LOVE LBK MORE THEN YOU

Love Me
♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Filipino people

i dun really know alot of filipino people in my life♥ i jus know about 2 filipino and a few youtubers, i am not racist and i am just saying wat i say♥
i once love a filipino guy, he is very sweet and charming♥ that is the reason that i love him♥
now i realise that filipino guys are very sweet, there is youtubers in youtube that sing and are very sweet to their love ones♥
filipino guys sings to their love one♥ that is so sweet. awhh (^_^) i also want to meet a guy that will serenade to me♥
i tell you, most of the filipino guys i met or know, have sexy, handsome and fabulous voice♥ (^_^)
i want one of these filipino guy♥ they are so cute and sweet. the most attractive personality to filipino guys are that they are very sweet, handsome and cute♥

i wish my wish will come true one day(^_^) ♥
love CB, AJ and other filipino guys and girls i know(^_^) ♥♥♥

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Strange feeling

to my be love,
im sorry, i really have to apologise to you, i always says im sorry but this time i really have to say that im sorry to you. i did so many things that hurt you, i did things that are wrong countless times. i know you will not forgive me no matter how i explain. the only thing that i can say is sorry. im the worst person you ever met. i cheated on your feeling time and time again.
i love you with all my hearts, i miss you everyday and every second of my life. i told you i love you so many times. i know you will read my blog, i really dun want to break your heart time and time again. i feel that you do not deserve me as your be love. i am the worst person in the world. i dun feel comfortable with you. i dun feel that we are a couple. i feel that we are just friends. i dun feel that we have the bond that we had before we broke up for the first time.
i know i just accepted you back into my life, i do know you still in love with me. i know i broke your heart once i dun want to break it again. i dun feel the connection between us is still there. i never complained. i never regret to break up with you before. i never regret to accepting you back. i just dun feel that i have comfort from you. i just feel that we are friends. i dunno why i feel this. every time you call me sweetheart my heart melts. i just dun feel the love bond between us. i know you will be very very confused of how i think. i know after you read my post you will ask me lots of questions and want lots of explanation from me. you can ask me anything you want i will give you a proper answer i promise you. i promise you all the question you ask me will have a answer and i will nt give any answer such as 'i dunno'. my promise is a promise i never break my promise to you.
From the guilty person,

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Love letter #2

Dear Me,
               How are you me? Are you still hurt? I can feel you beating and i can feel that there is something stabbing you as well. I know you have a complicated feeling these days. I know that you like CB in school and you like LBK in other place. heart, you cannot have two men in you. just let go of CB. he already have a girlfriend. and LBK loves you so much. so heart let go of CB. dun miss him and dun see him.
♥ Love My Heart ♥

Dear My Heart,
             I'm fine. Yes my hurt is still hurting. I know you can feel me beating and feel something stabbing me. I know that there is only one place in me, I dunno I want which person. I dunno I feel that everyday I want to see CB but I am also in love with LBK. if I dun see CB for one day you know how I feel rite? I hate it when I do not see him. most of the time I am still missing LBK but when I go to school the only person that I really want to see is CB. if I see him just seeing him, you know how I feel too rite?
♥ Love Me ♥

sad

i am so sad today

i wish someone can heal my heart like a my belove 

i never felt this bad before this feeling is more worst then loosing my boyfriend

everyone know loosing your boyfriend is the most worst thing that can happen to you

this feeling is like that but more worst ... 

i never felt this ways before 

maybe i still love my ex- boyfriend (Boon Kim) 

this is for him :-

everytime i see you taking photos with other girls ... my heart hurts so much

from the day we broke up the world has slow down ... the time seem difficult to pass with out you by my side 

without you by my side ... changes my world changed it into darkness and emptiness 

when i fall in love with other guys .... i never felt the same way you love me from them 

 the truth is when you say ' is that what you truly want? a break up?

when i say ... 'yes, this is what i want. A break up' my heart truly hurting and im in tears 

i did nt meant to break up with you

but i dun want to tie you to me when you can have fun in your place.

i took more courage to tell you that then the courage to tell you 'I LOVE YOU' 

i wish that we can have another chance ...

but i think you will nt give me another chance 

even if you have gave me another chance i would nt take that chance 

becoz i dun want to hurt you again and again for so many time
this is the truth deep down from my heart.

♥

WHY IS GOD KEEP PLAYING WITH MY HEART ?? WHY WHY WHY ???

NEW STUFF

i have 3 blogs
1 is my main blog mostly rite about me (^_^) http://lonelygirlz92.blogspot.com/
2 is my love blog mostly rite about my love life and my broken heart situation ♥ http://sumie1314.blogspot.com/
3 is my NEW blog mostly about the random things (^_^) http://3-yann.blogspot.com/


love
Sumie♥