dream

Today I had an amazing dream. Bt alittle strange cos it took place in 2 places. First is the canteen, in one of my school. I saw my mate rub her hair being very messy, laugh and went away.later I heard an announcement talking bout a competition in the auditorium. So I went to watch then I say the guy I admire in school long ago dancing on stage. Later we when home and saw him. I pulled him to the side and talk to him and said I love you. Later I said he reply me 'I can't love you ...' I said 'becos u love her.' He said 'bt I love you the first time I saw you.' And we start walking togther and hug. Then I wake up. It's the most strangest dream ever in my 19 life. Thought of sharing it ;) Xx

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Bachata ..... :D

Hmm ... bachata is such a beautiful and sexy dance its so beautiful :D
i did some before and loved it. im going to another workshop soon 19 days yay
cant wait to do more social dancing as i call it ... we can social and dance so its fun really fun :D
its a very cool bachate dance
this is so sexy :D love bachata lots really :D

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

I wonder Why ?

i wonder y someone appear and disappear in someone's life ?
how can someone just rule ur life like this ?
how could someone so hurtfully appear to want something and hurtfully disappear when someone does not give that ?
i wonder how someone can do that to someone that they love ?
i wonder how they can force someone that love them to do something they dun ?
i wonder how someone love you so much make u do this kinda things ?
i wonder how someone can appear and disappear ?
please i just want to know
please dun play with me ... im not a toy im not a slut
please :'(
♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

love

Loving someone and liking someone are two different things. I felt that loving that someone is no matter where both of u live. Either its near or far apart. When u love someone u will always think of them. They will always b in ur mind. Loving a person need a lot of courage to love. U could nt think of any thing that will ruin the one and only chance to b together. Loving someone to me is just really simple. Trust is the key. And also wanting that someone to care of me and my family. I love my family so I wish that the person that will love me also love my family. I know that loving my family as well will b really unrealistic and also alittle selfish. I will also treat the other half's family like my family if they know how to respect family members.

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the person.

I know what you think you. Thinking that I'm crazy talking bout 'the person' erm yeah I'm talking about my boyfriend that I hav a lot of -ve information bout him mainly of his action.
I got his actions wrong I think cos he seems to b a really relax person. I thought that he nvr cares bout me bt he does care and cares alot. When he heard that someone want to have fun with me in a bad way he took action about it. He said nt to see that person ever again and ignore him.
Well b4 today I dun think that he is a good man bt today on I think that he cares of me even the little bit of my life. Like my ex. My baby is so adorable and sweet I really did not aspect that he will hav this big reaction over things. I thought that he is a really lay back person bt he is not.
He is a very caring and lovely person. I could not ask for more
I love you my baby :*

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21 april 2011

i hav already broke up with the person that i seem to say that i love.
now he is the person that i hate the most.
he dun seem to understands me.
he bitch bout me when ppl are talking bout relationship and love.
i hate that he bitch bout me. :'(
i hav nthing to say to him no more.
i dun want to talk to this kind of people.
i know why i leave him.
i leave him bcos i dun want to put on pressure on myself.
so long that i hav to his time.
now we will say we dun belong to each other
i hate doing this things bcos i felt hurt at the same time.
i hate myself.
hate myself :(

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

i want to let u know how i feel bout u

dear boon kim dear,
i know now i dun have the right to call u that. but i love you i still love u. but u said 'u loved me' when i saw that i felt hurt. bt compare my pain with ur pain im sure ur pain is more painful then mine. u love me so much and i can't believe i hurt u that much. i din regret letting u go bcos i truly love you. i know u will find someone that will love u as much as i had loved u. Once i truly thought that we will be togther forever. i remembered the time u gave me a second chance i really took it seriously. u think i din take the 'a-month-alone-time' well but i did. i took it and think of alot of things. the time i told you 'i want to break up with u' for the first time i know this will happen in the future. that y i said that. its nt that i dun love u any more. its that i dun want to hurt u again and again.
i remembered there are alot of happy times togther, like the time we go on SKYPE. the times on MSN. the time we talked bout everything and laugh bout most of the stuff. we talked bout life, we talked bout wat we gonna do in the future i always remembered. i remembered everything we talked bout. we talked bout those things that are secret to us. we had so much happy times together. i can remember all those things that made my life so meaningful. i remembered all the time that u like to put big and scientific words in to our conversations when u dunno wat to say. i remember one time u says that im ur wife. i am so happy.
i love how u make me laugh when i did silly things. i love when u smile to me and call me sweet heart. i love the times when u told me u love me very much. i love it when u write things on my fb wall.i love it when u write those massages on my private massages. i broke ur heart so many times yet u still give me a chance. i thank you so much. i think you gave me too many chance.  i dun want to break ur heart time and time again.
i made u lots of presents when we meet. i dunno wat i can do with it. i made a bottle full of hearts to show how much i love u. i think that does not have any more use. a key chain heart separate with ur name and my name. but i think both of them has no more use. i remembered the first time we broke up. u told me to keep it in a box or sum where. but i think this time u wont want any of that. i also remembered the times that u teach me wat ever that i dun understand.
i really did not regret letting u go but could u give me a chance to b one of ur frenx?
when i say i did nt regret letting u go. i kinda wish that ur mine always. but never mind im sure u can find someone that loves u more then me.
thats all i want to say to you really.
i love you very much ♥
♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

My lover of my life

My boyfriend is the most wonderful guy i have met.

he made me feel so happy.

i had lots of laughter with him

in the beginning i did not know that he is so important to me. 

in the past i thought that he is just someone that i can rely on but he is nt

he is the most important person to me ... i din know that he is so important in the past ...

i have nt put his picture in my blog before and i will put it in today 

i want him to know that he is so important to me ... 

forever and always be with you ♥

♥ I Love You So Much Darling ♥

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

I HATE YOU

Dear that person,
i wish that you will not be in my life any more. please can your face not apear in my mind any more, i hate it when i can see you in my mind. i hate that when i close my eyes i just see you. i hate everything of you. i hate it when i love you. i hate it when you still being in my mind. i hate it when you being with her. i hate it when you smile to her and not me i hate it, that i am jealous of her. i hate i hate i hate everything that has happen stuff that happen to break my little heart. i hate you, hate you alot. i hate you Cb hate you a lot. i want to forgt of you but i cant. I HATE CB SO MUCH
BUT I LOVE YOU CB
I LOVE LBK MORE THEN YOU

Love Me
♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Filipino people

i dun really know alot of filipino people in my life♥ i jus know about 2 filipino and a few youtubers, i am not racist and i am just saying wat i say♥
i once love a filipino guy, he is very sweet and charming♥ that is the reason that i love him♥
now i realise that filipino guys are very sweet, there is youtubers in youtube that sing and are very sweet to their love ones♥
filipino guys sings to their love one♥ that is so sweet. awhh (^_^) i also want to meet a guy that will serenade to me♥
i tell you, most of the filipino guys i met or know, have sexy, handsome and fabulous voice♥ (^_^)
i want one of these filipino guy♥ they are so cute and sweet. the most attractive personality to filipino guys are that they are very sweet, handsome and cute♥

i wish my wish will come true one day(^_^) ♥
love CB, AJ and other filipino guys and girls i know(^_^) ♥♥♥

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Strange feeling

to my be love,
im sorry, i really have to apologise to you, i always says im sorry but this time i really have to say that im sorry to you. i did so many things that hurt you, i did things that are wrong countless times. i know you will not forgive me no matter how i explain. the only thing that i can say is sorry. im the worst person you ever met. i cheated on your feeling time and time again.
i love you with all my hearts, i miss you everyday and every second of my life. i told you i love you so many times. i know you will read my blog, i really dun want to break your heart time and time again. i feel that you do not deserve me as your be love. i am the worst person in the world. i dun feel comfortable with you. i dun feel that we are a couple. i feel that we are just friends. i dun feel that we have the bond that we had before we broke up for the first time.
i know i just accepted you back into my life, i do know you still in love with me. i know i broke your heart once i dun want to break it again. i dun feel the connection between us is still there. i never complained. i never regret to break up with you before. i never regret to accepting you back. i just dun feel that i have comfort from you. i just feel that we are friends. i dunno why i feel this. every time you call me sweetheart my heart melts. i just dun feel the love bond between us. i know you will be very very confused of how i think. i know after you read my post you will ask me lots of questions and want lots of explanation from me. you can ask me anything you want i will give you a proper answer i promise you. i promise you all the question you ask me will have a answer and i will nt give any answer such as 'i dunno'. my promise is a promise i never break my promise to you.
From the guilty person,

♥3-yann♥lonelygirlz92♥

Love letter #2

Dear Me,
               How are you me? Are you still hurt? I can feel you beating and i can feel that there is something stabbing you as well. I know you have a complicated feeling these days. I know that you like CB in school and you like LBK in other place. heart, you cannot have two men in you. just let go of CB. he already have a girlfriend. and LBK loves you so much. so heart let go of CB. dun miss him and dun see him.
♥ Love My Heart ♥

Dear My Heart,
             I'm fine. Yes my hurt is still hurting. I know you can feel me beating and feel something stabbing me. I know that there is only one place in me, I dunno I want which person. I dunno I feel that everyday I want to see CB but I am also in love with LBK. if I dun see CB for one day you know how I feel rite? I hate it when I do not see him. most of the time I am still missing LBK but when I go to school the only person that I really want to see is CB. if I see him just seeing him, you know how I feel too rite?
♥ Love Me ♥

sad

i am so sad today

i wish someone can heal my heart like a my belove 

i never felt this bad before this feeling is more worst then loosing my boyfriend

everyone know loosing your boyfriend is the most worst thing that can happen to you

this feeling is like that but more worst ... 

i never felt this ways before 

maybe i still love my ex- boyfriend (Boon Kim) 

this is for him :-

everytime i see you taking photos with other girls ... my heart hurts so much

from the day we broke up the world has slow down ... the time seem difficult to pass with out you by my side 

without you by my side ... changes my world changed it into darkness and emptiness 

when i fall in love with other guys .... i never felt the same way you love me from them 

 the truth is when you say ' is that what you truly want? a break up?

when i say ... 'yes, this is what i want. A break up' my heart truly hurting and im in tears 

i did nt meant to break up with you

but i dun want to tie you to me when you can have fun in your place.

i took more courage to tell you that then the courage to tell you 'I LOVE YOU' 

i wish that we can have another chance ...

but i think you will nt give me another chance 

even if you have gave me another chance i would nt take that chance 

becoz i dun want to hurt you again and again for so many time
this is the truth deep down from my heart.

♥

WHY IS GOD KEEP PLAYING WITH MY HEART ?? WHY WHY WHY ???

NEW STUFF

i have 3 blogs
1 is my main blog mostly rite about me (^_^) http://lonelygirlz92.blogspot.com/
2 is my love blog mostly rite about my love life and my broken heart situation ♥ http://sumie1314.blogspot.com/
3 is my NEW blog mostly about the random things (^_^) http://3-yann.blogspot.com/


love
Sumie♥

Love Letter

Dear You,

             Hi, How are you? I don't really know how to say this but i want you to know. i want to tell you that i miss you every time of my life. i love you more that anything in the world. i keep thinking of you all day and all night. i want to see you mostly every second of my life. May i be your valentines forever? i love you so much. i want to let you know thats all, i don't want to force you to love me. but if you love me. can you tell me that you love me. Please! 

my point of writing is that i really want you to know you that i love you. i just don't want to admit it in front of you. missing you every time of my life (^_^)

P.S i want to be your only girl in your life. 

Love Me.

CB the medicine to my heart 

Wow !!!!

yay 100 post (^_^) 

im quite happy (^_^)

wonderfully my face blog ever (^_^)

i have change my blog skin and i love it (^_^)

i really hope that i am your girl (^_^) 

love you so much (^_^)