im so stupid ...

i did not know what to do to the problem that will or will not happen but
the only thing that i know is that the person is always saying
the most common 3 words that shows that the person still in love with me.
but i din know that the person will actually say these things.
the person know that will hurt both of us
i did not know how to respond to the answer that the person has given
i thought of just to end the conversation
and just get over with it but i did not.
i felt so sorry to just end the conversation so selfishly
moreover i do not want to end the relationship with someone so special to me
i have not felt so free chatting with the person,
letting all my feelings out to the person.
one last thing that i want to let the person know is that
i want to live with the person forever in my life no matter what happen in our lives or
it is just fate that do not let us be together.
i will always be the one that will be waiting for you
will you wait for me no matter how long you have to wait?
im so scared now that you will say this thing ...
please, i begging the person not to leave my heart broken,
if the person do i dun know what i will do to the person
i will not forgive and forget the person
or maybe something that i would not imagine myself doing.