wait wait wait

wait wait wait .... always wait

the only thing i can do is to ... wait

how long do i have to wait to get to see my true love

sometimes ... 3-4 years

sometimes ... 5-6 years

what is going on in my life is there anyone to tell me that

how much time do i still have to wait?

is there any other solution ?

for some questions that i can't answer is like ...

since both of the two lovers have two different lives

why do the lovers love each other?

what makes the two lovers loves each other when one is in asia

and one is in the other side of the world?

why must the God give the two person such a big test for them ?

why must it be a long distance relationship ? why?

wondering ...

im wondering that r u still reading my blog or are you still reading what i write

i know that i think alot at times but i just want to know that r u still willing to see what i write

im also wondering that some times i feel that i dont really know how u think of me

i know i am thinking alot since i love you so much

mayb the time can tell what will happen in the future

i am really hoping to know that do u still read what i write here or there?

could you tell me the answer

i just wanted to know so i can spread my own happiness to you

now that i know your reading my blog

will try to update my blog everyday

and load it up will all the happiness from us

to all the other people in the world

loving sumone

loving someone is so hard

when you dun know what he is doing and thinking when you all are not together

i really feel that the time can test everything

from what he like to what ever he does not

i trusting that someone is so important

if you and him is like 7 hours different i feel that the most difficult test are

1. to have safety with the someone

2. putting all tour heart to the someone

3. to be a understanding person, too understand when he/she is not with you

4. to have the same topic to chat about when you meet with the someone

5. to be as sweet as possible for as long as possible

6. to ask questions from both person and not one person

7. to try to knowing what each other is thinking of ( being in the same brain )

these are the 7 questions that could be teated for long distance relationship

that i feel that is really hard for me

i think i will give our (me and someone ) 4/7

for our relationship

i felt that i have trust and love in that someone but i felt that the someone i love

is missing something that i am so wanting for so long that i have not get yet.

Missing you

Missing sumone is so hard

missing a love one is the most hardest thing in the world

missing the person that you love so much

so the only thing that you can do is that you have to

keep the love with the person and the wonder of love

just follow the flow

so the thing that you have to do is that to meet each other as quick as possible

to have a good meet .

to loved by you !!

i would not think that your so angry when i make a joke on that,

i really can't sleep that night,

i did not mean to make you angry,

i feel so bad.

the moment i fell in love with you i already know that,

this is my first love that i will never ever let go

i will never never ever letting go of you,

no matter what you do to me,

no matter what you say to me,

i want to be with you forever.

i know this will make me so selfish and you dun like people that

is selfish .

just let me be selfish just for you.

i know this selfishness of me you will like because its you that

i be so selfish .

to beloved by you is the happiest thing that ever happen to me

no one can replace your place in my heart

you have already fill my heart with most of your love

that you have given me.