missing sumthing in my life ...

it seems to b that i have sumthing missing in my life because

today i have not online at the time i usually online with the one i love

i felt that one time i dun online with that person i will feel like missing sumthing

why do i even feel so alone ...

when i online with that person i felt that i am im heaven

quite a very nice experience

love to b with that person

i hope that i can c that person soon

when i bought a new notebook

love you so much more then anyone ...

songs

this few months

i have started to listen to the meaning of the songs

like when i am listening to kiss goodbye by lee hom

i know that the meaning of the song

or when i am listening to down (english ) by jj lin

or dong hua and yue ding by guang liang

or nothing gonna change my love for you from george benson

all of this songs can show how i feel right at that moment,

right at that time ,

space and action

if sumone know the meaning or they felt the same meaning on all these songs

i think they will feel the same thing in their heart

telling, is so hard

i dun want to tell this straight to き because

i felt that if i tell is straight き to then き will feel really worried

i dun want き to worry bout me and jus be with me whenever or wherever

but i felt that this is a problem that i would not tell き

i think that this is a very small problem that every couple would face

i dun know is me or not i felt that since we are together for a month

i still felt that i dun know who き is

i dun know how き feels and i dun really know wat き is trying to do

the most biggest fear is that will き cheat on me ?

will i ever know き true feeling and true self ?

there are so many questions that i want to know the answer

but the answer i felt jus can be shown from actions

i felt that i have not have き heart truly yet

i know that one day き will prove to me that the love that we have

collect from so many months, days, hours, minutes and second together

will be return as a reward to our love

i felt so painful through this whole piece of blog

but i dun want to let き know

im so painful

Second, Min, and Hours

today i know that the one i love will always see wat i write

this makes me feel so happy at the same time so for filled

every hour

every minutes

and

every second

i feel so for filled and feel so loving

i want my love one to knoe every thing about how i feel about

every second of my life and what happen in my life

i really want the one i love keep reading wat i rite

from this hour, minutes, and second on

i would love that the one i love to love me much more

then i love you

like what she say ... take and give

no matter wat i do not know the meaning

take wats urs and give wats no

i think that's the meaning

i love you

hurt

i dun really know that y i feel so hurt today

i really know that is not him who made me feel so hurt...

i know that i love him

i am really happy when i am with him

but i dun know y i felt so hurt today

i love him

i want to know y i felt so hurt ....

the power of love

i know this title is not really interesting

and i know no one want to read it,

but the power of love is really powerful

once you fall in love

you will know that no matter how far you are

if you are in love then you would feel the power going between two of you.

the power of trust and loving each other

i know it now because i feel that i really in love with the person i am in love now

sometimes one person have to step the first step no matter your a girl or a boy.

you have to just step the first step then you will know

that he or she loves you.

do not be scared of being rejected and feel hurt at times.

i have been rejected twice and i know how it feels

that is so hurt and you will feel really down after u have heard that.

Kiss Goodbye

i dun know y but i keep singing kiss goodbye by wang lee hom

maybe because every time i chat wif him

and dun want him to leave me all alone again

till next time we chat again.

quote to think ?

i got this quote from my religious teacher's board

the quote is

forgiving is a very powerful thing,

and especially when you can forget it too.

i would like to ask people that what do they think of the quote?

do you agree with the quote ?

i think i agree with this quote cox forgiving is a very hard thing

and i think that i would not so easily to forget sumthing

but i will only forgive the person ...

beauty of love

beauty of love is

that one person will willing to wait for you,

willing to open to you all the time and

willing to talk to you all the time at any states

the person will willing to talk to you about anything

the person will tell you the truth and

will not lie to you.

willing to sacrifice their time for you

if you are not by your love-one's side you find anyway to find try

to see them or just talk to them.

love you so much my love- one.

HATE YOU!!!!

i dun know wat happen to him but for 2 dayz he hasnt online

i really dun knoe he dun want to online or he jus have bit problem

of his computer ....

or his mordem ...

i just really hate that ...

i jus dun know ....

i know i love him but i hate him now ...

I am truely in love♥

on the November 9 2009 i meet this person online with the most

meaningful question to me ...

later that day he and i start chatting ...

and we have met for about 4 months ...

lately we have been more closer with out relationship ...

and on the February 14 that is the Valentines day ...

i was too happy to answer him and i jus did a very silly thing ...

now we are dating about 22 days from today...

i love him so much and more then he loves me ....

i also misses him ... soooo much ...

i love you...